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I have been making art as long as I can remember.
There are notebooks with sketches from travel, from field
work, from university research projects and from vacations.
There are photographs, most that faithfully report and a few
that reveal more than the mind remembers. There is even a
little collection of acrylics made in a time of psychological
intensity, now long past. None of this would be called art of
any quality, except for what I felt in the making of it. The
expression, the release, the emotional exploration certainly
felt like the making of art, even if the results were
indifferent.
But times
have changed. Experience, maturity (age!), chance encounters
with art and with artists, and the deliverance from some of
the immediacies and details of making a life have liberated me
from the over-structured and over-scheduled past.
And digital
cameras happened. Modern digital cameras, together with
modern computers and graphic software, provide a medium of
expression that is wonderfully flexible, affordable and
available for technical expression. This medium also meshes
well with my professional enthusiasms for landscape and
scenery. I make technical images for use in scientific
writing and in university coursework. As I get better control
of my craft the images improve. Some are so good they
surprise me and I cry out, clap my hands and dance a little
jig. It is a good thing the kids are gone so I don't have to
explain the goofiness. Carole is long since used to it.
I find
myself making art more and more. I find myself making art in
the cool of the morning before breakfast. Later in the day,
on the way to some other task, I pass my studio space and step
in, just for a minute, just to look again at an image from the
previous day, just to decide how to print and how to mat an
image from the previous week. Two hours later I may go on the
original task. There is a palpable, physical pleasure in the
revelation of a good image, in the development of a better
version of a good image, of setting foot to trail to seek new
images, of sitting to wait for the light, and, waiting, seeing
more and more and more than I imagined was there at the
outset.
I cannot
not make art. |